I have been confused.
Confused because nothing that enters my life stays long. And the things or people that do just kind of turn into routine instead of events.
I guess I'm writing this short message for myself, to really understand why it is that I am struggling. To really captivate the moment and study it. Study the reasons behind my brains unruly madness. And hopefully while reaching this epiphany I can start to really understand the way I am feeling.
Today I realized something... A branch of myself that truly needs to be noticed more. True feelings... Feelings that I have no control over. The feelings you forget about but they will always be there. These feelings carve a hole inside of you masking themselves inside your other emotions. You try to forget them, you try to destroy them but you can't.
They are with you forever. A type of scar that is burned into your genes, but a good scar... A good burn.
Something I have never experienced but I do now. I feel it now...
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry
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